First, I finally signed up at 24 Hour Fitness and completed my first swim, yay! Man, it was not easy! I swam 300 meters, which is the total distance of the swim in my upcoming sprint triathlon. It is amazing to me just how hard it is cardio wise even though I run frequently. Not only is the cardio hard, but I am terrible at form and I think that I'm even worse because I constantly over think it. It's a vicious cycle really. Never the less, I completed it. I had to stop every 25 meters and catch my breath, but I did it!
Okay, so that was my only real accomplishment, but I did run a couple of times and I walked to school with the kids every day, and then walked back to pick them up at the end of the day so at least I was getting some exercise in!
The very best part of my weekly workout was my Sunday workout. The workout began with a half hour stationary ride using my brand new Travel Trac Comp Mag + Trainer (which I picked up for a mere $60 after sale and coupons from Performance Bicycle,) followed by a 4.22 mile run with one of my favorite guys who just happens to also be my seven-year-old son.
Let me start by saying that I sure wish I had an ounce of the energy this kid has! My neighborhood is literally uphill in both directions, or at least it feels that way. We had only planned on doing a 2.8 mile loop up into the upper part of our neighborhood and back down to our house, but instead we decided to take a short detour up into the mountain behind us. Let me emphasize the "mountain" aspect of this run! My little guy ran three miles all up hill (with part of that up the mountain) and never broke a sweat or gasped for air once. In fact, he talked to me the entire way! I, on the other hand, turned bright red in the face, had to stop answering him because I was breathing so hard and was sweating significantly. When we got to our turn around point on the mountain he said, "I wonder when I'm going to start sweating?" What?! Oh to be young and in perfect shape again!
|Me and my little man!|
As if the first reason wasn't enough, I have a second theory which brings me back to an earlier post where I mentioned that I had had a tummy tuck back in May. It turns out that the recovery time for a tummy tuck with liposuction (which is what I had) is quite lengthy all in all. While the scar looks remarkable and I move around with ease these days, I still swell up every time I do a lot of cardio. On top of that, I can never quite get my electrolyte balance right. Apparently, your lymphatic system has to reset after such surgery and mine is still working out the kinks. How does that play into motivation you ask? Because of all that my body is doing to restore itself to its pre-surgery self, I seem to fatigue easier, I don't have the capacity to run as long or as hard as I could before and I'm always a little on the bloated side. These things also leave me feeling blah. It gets frustrating at times because I am hard on myself and think I should be a great deal further along than I am I guess.
The last reason is by far the most pathetic I'm afraid. I am a girl who was raised in Utah, a place with four beautiful (and sometimes not so beautiful) seasons! While I love the perfect weather out here in sunny Southern California, I am down right tired of having only one season! I can handle two seasons, but for the love of God and all things good, we need to change it up and introduce rain back into the picture. We have been in this ridiculous drought for so long that I'm over looking at all of the dead plants around me. I'm over not having a little bit of weather to change things up. I know, I know...most people would be stoked to have nothing but sunshine and warmth all year 'round. Even I prefer the sun to the rain, but sheesh...every now and then I need a little diversity. I told you it was pathetic!
Now you know why I was unmotivated, as ridiculous as it all must sound. Although my husband and son are back home and our routine is going back to normal, I'm still pushing myself to get the workouts done. However, I'm far less unmotivated now as I was last week.
The point in all of this is that we all have blah moments, but you have to keep forging forward. Regardless of my lack of motivation, I have forced myself to get to the pool, spin on the bike and even run a short distance with my adorable son. I know this week is a lot easier because I kept going last week even if the workouts were short. You can do it too! Get out there and just do a short run or a quick yoga workout, but whatever you do...DO NOT GIVE UP! You got this! We've got this!!!